its because....

Its because you are so dear to me that i keep this distance.
Its because i need you for an eternity,so i chose to sacrifice a life.
Yes,this estrangement is ruthless to me,more than you think it is to you,
Yes,time and again i long to delve into those deep eyes,but,
Its just because no pain is greater than watching you in pain,
And destined it is if i am not strong now.
So I leave,with your memories etched in my heart.
And now that fate has played its cards,and i have none any good of my own
My languishing heart wants your happiness,
Just that